The Vertigo of the Startup Reality Distortion Field

Published by

on


Volume 2. Issue 3.

I’ve started two orgs in my life. I have begun one multimedia performance company that changed names several times, and I have started a consulting company that changed names several times and rebranded. I might call Singular XQ a third one, as transitioning my consulting business to a nonprofit has significantly transformed the way we do business. Enough to say this is a de novo effort.

In any event, I will say this: I am on the butt end of attacks, criticism, and receiving a lot of unsolicited advice constantly. People frequently misunderstand what I am doing and why I am doing it, and often, comments are backhanded compliments or slights. “No one will care about your mission if you can’t 10x their money.” It takes a lot of resolve to grit your teeth and keep going, and it takes some filtering to know when you should listen to feedback and when it’s just side-swipes from jealous or threatened actors or people who need to cut others down. It creates, at times, a reality distortion field out of necessity. You have to play up the possibility to fight the tsunami of sentiment and voices who believe what you are doing to be impossible.

For example, without significant capital, a big name, and many big-time connections, I believe can start a nonprofit of concerned, intelligent people who want to conduct research and experiments in emerging technology for the common good. I can persuade people with highly paid skills to donate that time and work for the public, even when they can earn significant money in the commercial sector. And that effort over time will become enough to provide a public counterpoint and consumer protection digital commons that educates, innovates, and sustains a robust, open-source innovation eco-system

That’s, well, ridiculous. Or, as some say, “tilting at windmills.”

Nevertheless, I persist.

In the meantime, these past nine months have been a pervasive and contagious reality distortion field where people- including myself- were initially brought into the hype to such a degree that you start to wonder if the reality distortion has become permanent. Open AI and its black box. Chat GPT’s claims versus its reality. It’s been giving me a lasting dizzy spell. How about you?

I feel that this may become my generation’s Kennedy assassination. Thirty-five years from now, we will be unsealing documents about who knew what and when, who was pulling whose strings, and who may or may not have been a double agent. The irony of “we are the only ones who can prevent this tech from getting into the wrong hands” in the aftermath of the Oppenheimer phenom and having that tech escape into the wrong hands immediately. It’s something that Ricky Gervais should be working on a script for, to be honest.

Ricky, beb. Call me. I got ideas.

Leave a comment

Leave a comment